For M

For M

This is a song for M

I am sorry that I lost you.

Watashi wa anata ni nani watashi ka no tame ni hijoo ni mooshiwakearimasen

Mistakes burn away more than what they teach, as I’ve harshly learned

Tokidoki watashi wa jibunjishinno jontorooru o ushinau

Scarred and scared, how many chances do I deserve?

Even if I’m a puppet, usually a master at my own strings

It doesn’t excuse the hurt or all the pain I tend to bring

I’m the worst kind of dependable if there’s such a thing

Rarely I lose the strings, fire burn em away, soaked in gasoline

Kusuri wa boku no kokoro

Meds are the strings that allow me control

Akuma ga fuuin shite hokan suru

Keeping chained the darkest demons of my soul

Boku no kokoro no akuma

We go through the motions and feel the reality

You and I feel the world so much differently

But my illnesses hold me back, hold us back

So I down all the pills to give our love some slack

Oh, when I met you, I never thought anything would happen,

could happen, nothing in my mind

You reached out to me, healed my wounds, set me free,

and showed me love can be kind

Why did you have to fall for the fucked up girl?

Why did you have to fall for the broken soul?

Popping pills just to keep my sanity, is this life?

I guess it must work because when I stop the past comes back to life

To haunt me…

To taunt me…

To hurt me…

To hurt you…

Kusuri wa boku no kokoro

Meds are the strings that allow me control

Akuma ga fuuin shite hokan suru

Keeping chained the darkest demons of my soul

Boku no kokoro no akuma

God, the demons of my past find a way

Aside from the scars, they affect the flesh

But, you wipe my tears away

Anata ga fuku watashi no namida desu!

Even if I’m a puppet, usually a master at my own string

It doesn’t excuse the hurt or all the pain I tend to bring

I’m the worst kind of dependable if there’s such a thing

Rarely I lose the strings, fire burn em away, soaked in gasoline

Shikoshi atashi wa anata ga aishteimasu

Shikoshi atashi wa anata ga aishteimasu

I run to you, even when you are cross, because I love you

I run to you, even when you hate me, because I love you

Because I love you

Shikoshi…aishteimasu